Final, 18″ x 24″ Acrylic & Collage on Paper

Reading:

The Sunlight of the Spirit solves all splits and dark corners. What is darkness but just the absence of light. Shine the light of Truth upon it and it all blends together into the whole…I learned a very interesting way to use Energy Healing to integrate dissociative splits due to trauma…and will be adding this into my healing practice soon.

Lunar Day 3 – 5

I am taking these 3 pieces – of the extra cotton resume paper I printed…

I see a cat…

I see a hand…

and putting them together on a paper – 18 x 24 like this… the moon is void of course, so I will wait till tomorrow to start…

I see a person holding a cat…

it’s me and my cat… Lunar Day 3 is the Panther…

and now what? Pause…

I feel like I used more of my will than I would have liked to in covering up what I covered – I should have waited longer to see stuff…

but now I have decided to make her a mermaid and I see the dog face – so I am going to put in a dog…

I am going to draw a picture of Kaylee our dog and put it in there.

I can clearly see what this is about now – it’s about my dissociative splits. Inner Child – CAT – inner child that I hate who is weak and needy – dog – ostrasized to the subconscious. Inner Teen who destroys stuff – tail coming out from subconscious. Sacral – buried – in the subconscous – womb, uterus, vagina, etc – God way off in the distance – not connected to the scene. Many splits – 8 traumas which have caused about 8 disassoiations.

Lunar Day 5 – Unicorn – A Day of Miracles – Definitely!

So I decided to put sunlight in all the splits – the Sunlight of the Spirit is going to meld all the splits together…

This is because I came across a method of Energy Healing tonight that works to reintegrate dissociations and I am going to receive it and then I am going to add it into my Energy Healing Practice…

I finished this painting in 3 days – we still only have limited electricity. It is very cold – and we are using propane and space heaters and electric blankets on strips plugged in to the part of the house that still has electricity…